day 8:
Well hello there February!!!
the more you are trustworthy the more they trust you and the more you are lost in the pile of tasks. meh, I love it... the busier you are the less you have time and room in your brain to fill it with nonsense...so, yeah, no complains, this is what I needed.
the day started with the last session of the yoga journey: 50 minutes of yoga without any instructions, just perfect music, me and my breath... I had no doubts that the day was going to be a terrible one so yeah, took the chance to feel those moments and to appreciate the peace I had in the morning.
the only thought that had played in my mind is “people are weird, get used to it”. never gonna even waste time on thinking about the unreasonable and illogical steps they make. just get used to it. they are people.humans. too humans.
so got a new job offer. sure, taken. why wouldn't I? never forget “the busier you are the freer your mind is”. really excited about it, cuz it starts away from tomorrow.
apparently English is the language I speak more during the day. yes, kind of unusual for me. but I kind of even miss German. today asked one of my coworkers to speak German to me. (:
I had an English lesson in the evening. My student is keeping telling me awesome stories about the most interesting topics. Today she was speaking about trains. OMG Sheldon would be so happy about it. The busiest train station is in Japan. OK, I would never want to be there, like ever. I hate crowds. I even was hesitating about going to a concert in a club. I like having people in my life in introverted limited number.
the evening is kind of sad. I would say it's too gloomy. nervous. or maybe tired, or disappointed. I'll just go to sleep. #Monday is gone (:
have you noticed how much I use the words like: hate, terrible, sad in my blogs? please don't pay attention to that (I have just flagged it and now asking not to pay any attention) whatever, I just pour all the thoughts here, I can assure you they are not in my soul. I don't feel them. I don't let those words in. Deep in my soul I have such a tranquility...
have a good night a yeah:
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